I have so much going on in my brain that it feels like my brain is spilling over. I try and talk things out verbally in hopes that I will brainstorm and a solution will appear but as each issue appears it piles up and becomes just one more thing. My secret used to be to tell myself that I am strong, I can do this, you've been through worse but that's not working. I don't feel like giving up I just feel useless. Idk I don't even think its that so much as helpless. I'm trying to work with one situation at a time but some don't have easy solutions or permenant ones. I'm just so confused and I need more people who I regularly talk to. Not having many friends typically doesn't bug me but sometimes it's hard not to want a consistent and unbiased support system. My family really doesn't even know half of it because they aren't unbias and they are so busy and consumed in their own worlds and minds. I will get through this. I am strong. I am independent. I am hopeful. I am true. I am brave. I am strong willed. I will get through this.