Lately I haven't blogged much. Been spending a lot of time just enjoying the moment of things and trying no to be so wrapped up in things that I didn't have much control over at the time. I know I am not don't grieving but I also cant just sit here and dwell on it like it was something that I could have just changed or done differently I am trying to use radical acceptance to just know that this wasn't my fault. I need to stop blaming myself for everything that happens in my life. Not everything that happens or goes wrong in my life is a product of things that I have done wrong and I have to start believing that. I was brain washed to believe everything I did was wrong and now I have to undo all of that a step at a time.

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