131 days

131 days.

God has been lifting my spirits. Though I am still tired and in pain, I have been feeling better. At least today, I can say I feel renewed. I have a deep appreciation for my husband and Ma who do everything for me. I am not 100% and I am trying to do as much as I can. I am glad that they are here to pick up the slack so to speak. I don't know what I would do without them. They make my life easier. I am trying to be a better person, mom, wife, etc. I am still learning what exactly that means. I don't write as often as I should but I am still fighting. Fighting to get better, be better, be not so tired and lonely. I am still brainwashing myself. Little by little I am getting there.