151 days down and honestly my life is so much different. Tomorrow makes 5 months since my overdose. Under no circumstances would I say that I am 'back to normal,' but for the most part I am doing better. There are pieces of my life that faded when I did and I am still figuring out how to pick up all the pieces. It's not easy but hopefully I can do it.
I still struggle daily with depression and some days (like today) I feel like crying for no reason at all. I am still fragile. I don't think a lot of people realize what falling that hard does to you, how much energy it takes to do one task, and how uncomfortable it is to be around others. People still judge me, a lot. Drama around me being a mom, a wife, and a person in general seems to always be the topic of everyone's conversation.
I guess I am going to keep it short and sweet tonight because other then not feeling good, not much has gone on. Hopefully the unexcitement last!
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