One BAD dream

I am now facing the hardest battle that i never thought i would have to face. We have no money to pay rent because we are unemployed so now we have to move out of our house. No one has room for us and the kids to stay so now the kids have to stay with other people. Luckily we found a job as resident managers so that we can have a place to live but only one kid at a time can visit. We have no other options right now but to separate but i just don't know if i can handle being away from my kids! Right now they are the only one's keeping me motivated. Tomorrow my husband does his criminal background check and will soon take his test for the certification he needs for us to live there. I never thought in a million years that i would have to live away from my kids. That is the whole reason i did not stay at the crisis center for more then 24 hours. I honestly don't know what i can say about all of this aside from the fact that it all feels like one bad dream! All i can say is thank freaking god i have therapy tomorrow.