I am trying to keep optimistic but things are just not going very well. My husband lost his job and he was out only income. I have been having the worst nightmares ever! I am trying so hard to be positive and just keep trying to convince myself that things can only get better and he will find something soon. I have been in so much pain today! I still have about three weeks until I find out what is going wrong with me. I guess I just have to keep trying to brainwash myself even though I dont feel very hopeful. :/