Forgetting

I don't know what much more I can say on a day to day basis. I am giving up and I just can't do anymore. I have no hope and I have no one that is hopeful. If it weren't for me my life would be less complicated and so would everyone else's. I did this to us, I put us here, and without a doubt I truly hate my life. I am no good to anyone and everything in our life keeps getting worse and worse. I don't know how much longer I can do this but I know it's not very long. Maybe this journey is almost finished. Seemed like a dead end anyways.