I keep wondering when things will get better. When I will stop hurting or things seem brighter. I got an interview for a job today which I am half in and half out of being happy about. I had to such it up and help support my family. But I don't necessarily think I was ready to go back to work. I still feel like things are overflowing and my therapist says I have every right to feel that way. With our finances plummeting and me feeling like i don't belong in my new house, things are still just way too hectic.

I am so utterly exhausted from always being in pain and me breaking my foot yesterday doesn't help at all. I feel like all my husband and I do is fight, probably because it is the only communication or interaction we ever have. Part of my therapy homework is to be more honest (openly) and having to write my feelings down again. We will see how this goes.