Another day

The last little while has been kind of rough. My insomnia is through the roof and on top of that my son has not been sleeping well so the combination is leaving me with like 4 hours max of sleep a night. It is making me sick, loopy, and extremely tired. This week is the last week of this set of classes and then I begin some hard ones. I am kind of nervous because I was told that just one of my classes in the set is the equivalent of two classes and a huge percent of people fail the class. I will just have to work my butt off extra hard and pray that I pass the class. Then after this set I have part II of that class right after. FML. If I fail a class I have to pay for it out of pocket so that's not an option. Right now it is taking me forever to write this blog because my eyes are burning and watering so bad.

My hair pulling/eating has not gotten any better. Especially because I have a lot of regrowth and that's even more of a weakness to me because they are more of a challenge to pull. We got a really good compliment from the one room mate who like never says anything really the other day. Made us feel pretty good especially since we have been busting our asses cleaning and buying anything we can for the house and my hubby has been doing tons and tons of job stuff and communicating with them a lot more and spending more time with them. Still planning on being able to move once we get taxes and he has two paychecks so that we have income to show. We have only gotten two out of the 4 w2's that we need to file so we are still waiting to even know what we are going to be getting back. My hope is that we will have enough money to move and pay off our car so that we will have a decent amount of money to search for a house because our budget right now is slim pickings. I am pretty sure we will get a good amount back because we have always claimed zero and since hubby was on unemployment for 6 months it evens out all the overtime he had working this summer and with the two kids I am crossing my fingers. Hopefully the tax percent increase doesn't hurt us too bad. We will see. Just trying to keep my fingers crossed.

I guess I am just worried about ending back up in the same situation again. I know it's not likely but still it's a fear after all that has happened this last year and a half.