inhale, exhale

Haven't really been writing again. It is getting harder and harder to express myself through writing and easier to express myself through pictures etc. so i have been spending a lot of time on tumblr. I am having a lot of medical problems with my uterus and it's been extremely painful which is making my PTSD flair up which I haven't had a problem with in MONTHS. I think it's getting harder for me to write because I am trying to keep my mind off the negative and express myself in other ways but I am trying to keep those of you who actually fallow along updated. Just a lot of drama, pain, emotions, and stuff going on. Everyone and their mom is pregnant (literally) I can think of 8 people off the top of my head who I know that are pregnant right now and that's just without thinking about it, people are lying about being pregnant and miscarrying, people fighting and robbing shit, people going to jail and dying, my father in law might have cancer and my newish health issues. Just a lot going on in the last two weeks. *inhale* *exhale* Ok I am done, back to tumblr I go. I will write more as I can.