Vent Session Please!

I absolutely need to vent right now! I am shaking and just so sick to my stomach. After weeks now of my brother-in-law being a down right ASSHOLE and his girlfriend being a little SLEAZE I just can't take it. They were told to get their shit and leave and last night was the first night that they decided that they wanted to come home. It is a fucking slap in the face. I do not at ALL have it in me to pay their bills so both of them can sit there and act not only entitled but fucking rude! They come in and act like nothing ever happened every single time. I just want to punch one of them and I am getting to the point where I can no longer sit and keep my mouth closed. There is going to be a knock out drag out fight here very soon! Then they act like the world revolves around them, woke me up having sex!?! Seriously, are you fucking kidding me. Now you have to understand that if their room was in the same house that would be understandable, (having sex is a natural thing and obviously my husband and I are intimate and have two children to prove it LOL) but their room is in a granny unit outside! Outside! I could hear them from my bedroom. How disrespectful can people seriously get. They want to sit here and have my husband pay their bills while both of them sit on their asses, not work, not try to work, and be dicks. I don't think so. Anyone who knows anything at all about me knows that I have very strong line between crossing me and being fine. They have crossed my line, jumped on it, wiped it off, and spit on it. I am about to let my shit fly and they will absolutely not like me at ALL. My brother in law has such fucking nerve to step up to my mom and little sister continuously and then be here when it is convenient for him, when he needs something. The come in slam shit around, use shit that they do not provide nor pay for, and run around the whole damn state doing whatever they feel like. If they think I am a big giant scary bitch they are about to find out how big, mean, and scary I can be! I already have shit blocking up and filling my mind from today being one month since my overdose. I don't need their fake two faced bullshit to top it off. Walking on eggshells all the time is making me sick and stressed out. I can't eat or sleep let alone function. I am tired of being uncomfortable where I should feel the most comfortable.




I had the "pleasure" of getting my insurance statements from my hospital and ambulance stays from my overdose. Talk about a great day to get those! Hucked that shit real fast. I have slept a total of four hours in two days. I can't focus on myself when all this shit is going on.







"I’m through with doubtThere’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
‘Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said
Can’t you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it."-Dixie Chicks