I am at another point in my life where I am extremely
confused at which direction to take. Trying to do a lot of soul
searching but with all the chaos that is damn near impossible. I know I
still have a little bit of time to figure it out but I'm not last
minute. I have to have things planned and know what I am doing. Where I
am doing from there and what I need to do to get there. There are so
many life changing factors involved that it makes the decisions even
harder to make because I do not want to choose the wrong path and have
so much time wasted for nothing.
I successfully passed my math class with a c even though I
had surgery and have been miserable. So I am very proud of myself for
that. I am considering removing my anonymity from the blog. Just not
sure what all I want to expose and to who.
I went back to the doctors for my post opp today she
recapped my surgery and said that she was extremely surprised at how bad
it was she actually got in there. So far I do not have cancer or any
abnormal cells but I have to go back in three months and fill out this
chart every day and then we will recheck and go from there. She is
anticipating more hormone therapy.
I had a panic attack the night before easter. I thought it
was from the loud noises but I'm pretty sure it was just because of the
holidays which are always rough for me.
I have been extremely sick from being sleep deprived. It
has gotten really bad. My husband even had to stay home yesterday
because it got so bad. Sleeping pills aren't working and the kids being
sick again is not helping. I hope it will get better soon.
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