Saturday, April 13, 2013

Wake Me Up Inside


I spent more than five hours doing homework last night for just my Communications class. We had to take personality evaluations and test on our knowledge of spelling, punctuation, grammar, and writing skills. One of the things it said was that keeping a daily journal can help you improve on your writing. Interesting considering that there are many psychological benefits of being open and honest even in writing. 

I woke up feeling pretty good emotionally, though I am utterly exhausted. I can't stop thinking about my husband's four day weekend! I am so excited to spend that time with him. I miss him during the days. Next Monday I go back to work, I wish I could stay home but we just don't have the financial means to do so. I will just have to enjoy my last week home. I just love spending that time with my kids. I can't believe that my son is two and my daughter is already two months old. I wish my kids could stay cuddly babies forever. 

From all the stress of late, I am balding. My anxiety reliever is pulling out my hair.My hair is everywhere in my house in huge clumps. It's gross, I can't help it though I find myself doing it all the time, not even meaning to. I hope my therapy starts soon. It would be nice to not feel so trapped all the time. I was so overwhelmed last night between doing homework, both kids being cranky, and me already having a hard time getting motivated and concentrating. Oh well, today is a new day. I hope this okay feeling lasts. I guess we will just have to see as the day progresses.

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